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It’s doing that because that part of you believe

It’s doing that because that part of you believes it is dangerous not to please others first, not to be what others want you to be, not to appear how they want you to appear, not to bow and shrink and perform and disappear in order to be safe, valuable, loved, accepted, successful and embraced.

So it HAS to be repulsive to you, so you can stay away from that threat. But you may have noticed it’s a momentary thing. It’s a constant swing between repulsed and attracted, pushed and pulled, magnetized and repelled as you try to make peace with this question that’s ALIVE in you: what if the unedited me could be loved too?? 🥹😏🤔😭

It CAN. But you first.

Your unedited self won’t look like their unedited self, but it’s just as lovable.

And you will see it when you are willing to hold the unedited you first, without demanding that others never leave you because of it.

Easier said than done, but so worth it. 💗💞

if it was true, it was exactly right. (If you want

if it was true, it was exactly right. (If you want to live a life where who you really are is loved and supported, that is.)

Because otherwise you just keep showing up with whatever might earn you a ‘good and right’ seat in someone else’s eyes, but deep down still feel utterly alone, because you didn’t let the real you be seen.

How can the real you be loved if you won’t let it be heard or seen? You give life a chance to love you back when you love yourself enough to be *true to you*.

And I know you don’t wanna be messin around with any other kind of life. ❤️💞 ;)

When you have conflicting desires… maybe they’

When you have conflicting desires… maybe they’re the same? Newest episode on the podcast about harmonizing inner conflicts, too good not to share the whole thing! But you can find link to my podcast Creator Created Creating in bio. 💛

real talk about ads, the algorithm and the tender

real talk about ads, the algorithm and the tender truths about showing up with your heart and soul work in this modern world. You can get Currents now (listen when you like) at link in bio or here: sunnichapman.com/currents

There’s a moment when it all shifts. Not because

There’s a moment when it all shifts. Not because the results came in. Not because someone said yes. But because YOU DID.

Because you stopped waiting to be chosen. Stopped needing outside proof. Stopped performing for permission.

You weren’t waiting for confirmation anymore.
You were BECOMING IT. 🥹

You know this place.
You’ve been there and live there often.
You just forget it.
Regularly.

Come remember with me.

Currents is a 3 part audio series. It’s not a strategy, it’s a shift in consciousness. A new view for creatives navigating the tender territory of selling, sharing and showing up IN and AS the life you dream of living.

This isn’t inspirational (though I hope it’s that too!)
It’s inquire-ational. (yep, just made it a thing)
It’s meeting the skeptic in you where it’s at,
and helping it open to a whole new view.

These are voice-note style musings, recorded from my car in an ancient graveyard I like to haunt when I’m between timelines. (As one does.)

You’ll hear birds, crickets, background cars, and me—gently dismantling belief after belief with tangents, truths, and just enough swearing to stay grounded.

It’s not a presentation. It’s not a pep talk. It’s a portal. A process. A kind of séance with your stuck thoughts. (lol)

Just a girl making peace with her modern day demons.
If that’s your thing too, you’re invited...

link in bio or sunnichapman.com/currents

yes there’s enough this instant, but what about

yes there’s enough this instant, but what about tomorrow, next week or next year?!!
yes I am okay right now, but what about tomorrow?!!

This refusal to accept the now feels responsible, but all it does is make you live in a state of constant dread. But you know dread doesn’t make great decisions. It makes *defensive* ones. Which might result in safety, but also results in living in a state of defense and kind of a constant war with what is. (ie- FEELING unsafe, even when you are) 😭

Would it not be more responsible to acknowledge what IS here than what isn’t? It depends on who you ask. And it depends on what the aim is, and what you’re trying to be responsible TO.

If your aim is to enjoy your life and have peace, then you are being more responsible to your joy and peace. And you accept the potential consequences of that but it’s worth it to you, because you just don’t want to live another way.

If your aim is to make sure you are good and safe forever, but not necessarily comfortable or enjoying your life with any peace in the now to do so, then you are being more responsible to that future, at the expense of your peace and joy right now.

Perhaps that is a worthwhile trade for you. Perhaps not. But let yourself decide it with clarity from your heart.

What if your taking greater care for your now WAS the ultimate responsibility to your future? What if you knew that beyond a shadow of a doubt? What if you knew that how you care for your now becomes the echo that creates the ripple out? Not just as some fluffy concept but as a deeply lived truth?

We will forget it CONSTANTLY as humans, but it’s still and always right here to come home to, whenever you want. It never leaves. The light is always on for you. 💛

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